Trust Issue

Walk the talk lah.

Geez.

110710: Despite All These

I still don't have the guts to rip off the band-aid.

I guess I blame it on my inability to change my destiny.

And as cheesy and corny as Eclipse (You know, the Twilight thingy. Yea, I watched it. Against all odds), I find it quite enlightening. In part that everything in life starts with a decision.

I made many decisions in my life (geez what a cliche). Some are stupid, some regrettable. But there are also the decisions that helped me to be where I am now. And I think my lack of go-jump-and-experience-it attitude makes me, somehow in some way, less wise than others. I was so afraid of making mistakes, that I am overly cautious in deciding anything.

I do strongly believe that by making mistakes in fact helps us to become a better person.

But I guess the way I was brought up makes me so afraid of taking the wrong steps. I need to learn on how to overcome that.

Ah aku merepek lagi.

Cheers

100710: Quotable Quotes

there's a point in your life when you get tired of fixing everything & trying to make everyone happy. when you finally decide to quit, it's not giving up. its realizing you dont need certain people and the bullshit they bring in to your life

09072010: Change

Aku rasa cam mau mencarut laju-laju. Tapi aku xmau rosakkan hujung minggu aku. Serius minggu lepas, my weekend was totally fucked up.

Weekend kali ni, niat aku, habiskan tengok Mythbusters, CSI, ngan Gossip Girl. Mana-mana stok yang masih ada dalam external hardisk aku. Anyway sebijik hardisk aku M.I.A. Aku pun xtau aku letak mana. Xpe, jadi positif. Tenang sudey. If its gone, then its gone.

Oh dalam 3 minggu lagi, kereta aku akan sampai, hopefully. Lepas aku ada kereta, then I'll have total control of my life. Xperlu lagi bersusah hati mengerang kalau kesorangan di hujung minggu. Drive saja ke JJ Cheras Selatan layan karok. Seorang diri? Peduli apa aku. Saiko. Hehe.

Honestly I can't wait for that day to come.

Cheers

04072010: Surprise, surprise

Mood aku tiba-tiba jadi okay hari ni.
Mungkin sebab cukup tidur. Mungkin.

Anyway, aku ada dengar lagu ni masa lepak dengan sorang kawan di Klang.


And this song actually helps me lift my mood today. Apart from the 6 hours sleep la. Haha.

Oh well.

Thanks a lot to Miss Z who posted this to my Facebook Wall. Muah! Haha.

Yeay mood da okay. Besok Isnin. Lepak sudey.