I still don't have the guts to rip off the band-aid.
I guess I blame it on my inability to change my destiny.
And as cheesy and corny as Eclipse (You know, the Twilight thingy. Yea, I watched it. Against all odds), I find it quite enlightening. In part that everything in life starts with a decision.
I made many decisions in my life (geez what a cliche). Some are stupid, some regrettable. But there are also the decisions that helped me to be where I am now. And I think my lack of go-jump-and-experience-it attitude makes me, somehow in some way, less wise than others. I was so afraid of making mistakes, that I am overly cautious in deciding anything.
I do strongly believe that by making mistakes in fact helps us to become a better person.
But I guess the way I was brought up makes me so afraid of taking the wrong steps. I need to learn on how to overcome that.
Ah aku merepek lagi.
Cheers
u know what..i was brought up as similiar way as u mett..where to some point i really afraid of making a single mistake..which result in lack of confidence..if u find any solution to this do tell me k? hohoho~